Maybe you need to hear this today. Know that even if you let go of Him, He’s not letting you go. He’s in this with you for as long as it takes. He’s holding you through the suffering, the troubling times, in the waiting, and whatever difficulties and afflictions you are facing right now.
In my own life, every time I let go of God, He finds a way to draw me back. He doesn’t let go. He pursues me constantly. He always reminds me of His love and care for me. Even when I’m drowning in sin and shame, He shows His compassion and mercy for my weakness, and draws me back.
This is the character of God that I have grown to know. He doesn’t let you stray so far that you will not be drawn back to Him.
Because He never lets go. He’s always got a hand on your shoulder. May you always feel it and know it’s there on your darkest days.