Philip said to him, “Master, show us the Father, and that will be enough for us.”Jesus said to him, “Have I been with you for so long a time and you still do not know me, Philip? Whoever has seen me has seen the Father. How can you say, ‘Show us the Father’?

John 14:8-9

The post I am writing I feel is meant urgently.  Urgently for us and urgently for Priests.  I know I am not the only one who receives this message.  Before I begin, I want to give a little background information of some things that have happened over the past couple of weeks.  As always when I show you posts from my journal, I record them as if the Lord were speaking to me directly.  If the Church were ever to come out and say anything I have written is wrong, then the Church is correct and I am wrong.  Know that as you discern what I write.

To begin, something happened to me before I wrote my last post.   It was July 7, 2019 and I was feeling the tug to write that post, but I really didn’t want to.   It was storming outside and as you know, I like to watch storms, so I decided to go outside and watch the storm and pray asking God if I should write.

Sometimes when I am intent on asking God something, it seems God wants to talk to me about something else and I will find myself overwhelmed at the immensity of God.  On that particular evening God had something specific to show me.  I had closed my eyes to ask about writing as the storm was blowing in front of me when suddenly,  He just said to me very clearly,

“he breathed on them and said to them, “Receive the holy Spirit. Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them, and whose sins you retain are retained.”

And then he showed it to me.  He was standing in front of Philip.   And Philip closed his eyes, and Jesus breathed the breath of God and Philip inhaled the breath of God, and Philip KNEW the Father.  And the love and power was overwhelming…he did it to all that were there.

And I sobbed.  I just sat on my front porch and sobbed.  Because I felt it and saw it but I cannot adequately explain it or how overpowering it was.  The immensity of the moment.  The joy of it.  And what it means to be a Priest…And how much responsibility it entails, and how they received it as Loved sons of a Good Father….so they could bring Mercy to the world…

And I knew Jesus weeps at those Priests who don’t understand this.

So fast forward a week and I had planned a trip to the Shrine of the Most Blessed Sacrament in Hanceville, AL.  I realized we had planned the trip on the Feast of Saint Veronica.  These things are never coincidence to me.  Remember Veronica wiped the Face of Jesus with her veil.

The priest who gave the homily was AWESOME.  He said what needed to be said.  He touched on everything my friends and I in our prayer group have prayed for and spoken of the past year.  About persecution, Priests and Bishops needing to lead more than they do.  He told us he got most of his homily from this article.

As you know I veil at Mass.  On this day at the Shrine I wore my favorite veil.   You can see it in the photo above.

After Mass I took off my veil and put it in my purse.  We ate lunch and decided to go to adoration and confession.  But I could not find my veil.   This veil is my favorite for many reasons.  It’s Marian blue and it is the one I have touched to so many relics, including Saint Padre Pio, Saint Faustina, and the last one I touched it to was the heart of Saint John Vianney, patron of Priests.  I looked everywhere in my purse where I had put it and then all over where I had been and including the lost and found but was unable to find it.  I thought perhaps God wanted to speak to someone else about veiling and he would use my veil to do it.  I went to to get one of my other veils to go to adoration, but I was, and am sad to lose that one.  It was special to me.

After confession, I sat in adoration a little bit bummed out.  I asked the Lord to speak to me.  The only thing God said to me was, “Restore the Father’s Blessings”.  I wasn’t sure what He meant.  We left shortly thereafter.

I got up this morning, and was going to just get cleaning done in my house because I have company coming in.  But the tug on my heart to go to Mass was strong.  Very strong.  So I got in my car and headed off to Mass.  Adoration was going on prior to Mass.

It was then God started pouring over me during adoration and then continued in Mass.  I will try to relay what he said to me as best as I can and hope that it makes sense.  This is also one of the most dire post pleas I have posted before and so I want to relay that in receiving this, I had God’s peace.  He is in control and really truly does not want us to be afraid.  The only thing we should fear is losing our salvation;

Beloved Lily of the Father,

 In the beginning they KNEW the Father.  They KNEW ME.  They walked in union with me.  They KNEW their source which came from the Tree of Life.

• …Now, what if he also reaches out his hand to take fruit from the tree of life, and eats of it and lives forever? (Genesis 3:22)

Once they turned to the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil as their source the unity they walked in experienced a rift.  I did not withdraw the source, or they would cease to be, but the source was veiled, guarded by the Cherubim.  I send angels to help you make your way back to the source to help you do My will.

The Priesthood is the bridge between heaven and earth bringing back to earth what has been veiled.  Giving the sacramental life to my people so they can be brought back to unity with my will. 

When Philip asked Jesus, “Master, show us the Father, and that will be enough for us.” I let Philip know that knowing ME is done through the Son who is in me.

On July 7, 2019 I showed you on your front porch the moment Philip really, really knew the Father.  Jesus breathed on him and said “receive the Holy Spirit.”  You sobbed understanding the gravity of the Priesthood.  They are the Fatherhood of God bringing my Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity to my people, reconciling my people to me, so they turn back to the Source from whom their goodness comes.

And yet I say, woe to my shepherds.  You have entered your final warnings.  Rome is burning.  The Mass is becoming decimated.  Some leaders are a brood of vipers.  It is their disobedience that calls my hand of justice upon the earth.  They are withholding the Kingdom from my people.  They in their unbelief.  It is the only time the Son was amazed, it is because of unbelief.  He could not perform miracles because of it. 

My Priests restore the Father’s Blessings.  But instead because of their unbelief they bring down judgment.  The passion of the church. 

When the Mass becomes decimated, and the bridge between heaven and earth broken I must bring the apocalypse directly.  Apocalypse means unveiling.  I will unveil and make transparent Good and Evil.  Every action I make is to bring union back to the will of the Father.  When those in the bridge refuse my will, I ACT ON A GLOBAL SCALE.  Death will be a mercy for some because it will be in death that they turn back to me.  Many will refuse my mercy and will lock themselves in hell for eternity.  THE EARTH HAS SEEN NOTHING LIKE WHAT I WILL UNVEIL.  The constructs in your mind of who I AM will be shaken to the core.  But remember I AM LOVE, DO NOT DOUBT IT.  You lost your veil to give out warning and let my shepherds know, TIME IS RUNNING OUT… REPENT OR SUFFER MY DIRECT UNVEILING.

Look now I will unveil the Mass for you Beloved Lily of the Father.  Look and see what I see.

{At this point, I Susan, am watching the consecration.  My eyes become super blurry.  Everything blends together in a Bright White Light.  I know where we are in the Mass by the words being proclaimed.  The Priest has raised the Host, but what I see is a Bright White Light.  I see the Face of Jesus, Massively large taking up the whole altar space.  As he raises the chalice I see a Rainbow.  God is using the surroundings of what is in the church to reveal all of this to me.  He says the rainbow is a symbol of his Covenant.  He tells me He is everywhere and permeates everything.  I sense WRATH at the covenant symbols misuse especially when embraced inside of the church in a way that damages souls, wrath for the perversion of everything, and especially the harming of children.  But in the midst of it is an overwhelming love from the altar. As I stated, “Lord I am not worthy that you should enter under my roof,” I was brought to tears at the immensity of it all.}

I will bring you to your knees and you will know who I AM.  Everything that comes from me is a movement back towards my WILL which is LOVE, MERCY AND TRUTH, anything that is evil and moves souls away from this will be destroyed.  The day of Justice rapidly upon you.  Time is short and velocity speeds up.  I will restore the Father’s Blessings.  The righteous will be lifted up and my peace will be upon you.  Do not be afraid of the battle.  I AM with you. 

 Psalm 33:18

 The Most Holy Trinity

To the shepherds who are fighting the battle I pray for your perseverance and I thank you for fighting for us.  DO NOT BE AFRAID.  To those who are not, repent and believe in the Gospel.