Giving up worry for Lent
If we would define and describe this true Church of Jesus Christ – which is the One, Holy, Catholic, Apostolic and Roman Church – we shall find nothing more noble, more sublime, or more divine than the expression “the Mystical Body of Christ” – an expression which springs from and is, as it were, the fair flowering of the repeated teaching of the Sacred Scriptures and the Holy Fathers. Pope Pius XII paragraph 13 Mystici Corporis Christi
I was at daily Mass the other day participating and observing my surroundings. I noticed how different people made all kinds of different gestures. Some raising hands in the air. Others off to their sides. Still others put there hands in a traditional prayer position. I felt God tell me interiorly how much he loves when people pray sincerely with their hearts and how much he loves each of these people.
Y’all know how much I dislike Liturgy wars, and how much I think God is looks at each individual heart. But you also know what I think about the Latin Mass. But I go to a Novus Ordo parish and I love it very much and feel called to be there. And it was in a Novus Ordo Mass that I was observing the gesturing of these sincere and God loving people. But sometimes I do ache inside. The noise level often is not conducive to prayer because the silent reverence seems to have been lost. Additionally, I love Latin. Latin is an anointed language since it was nailed to the Cross of Christ. Ecclesiastical Latin is probably the only language that hasn’t been corrupted with garbage. It hasn’t been pornofied by our culture. Though I have often heard that in the old Mass people were just spectators while the Priest did all the work, I never actually looked at it this way. To me, it is one movement of the Mystical Body through the head of the Body, the Priest. I found it to be a very active participation that is communal because the interior is aligned towards God moving through the Priest. One additional thing, recently I learned that the tabernacles used to be veiled. Given my experience with my veil, I found this odd that we changed this. I say all this, while at the same time recognizing the beautiful things that can take place at the Novus Ordo Mass. I really do try not to judge.
I was not thinking about any of these things I just mentioned when I finished Mass and prayed the Rosary in Adoration. I felt God suddenly pouring over me about the Liturgy. I am not a liturgist, so I always hesitate to post these things, but felt convicted today to do so. As always when I write in my journal I write as if God is speaking to me directly. If the Magisterium of the Church was to come out and say what I have written in wrong, then they are correct and I am wrong. Please discern that as you read what I wrote. I post it now because I feel it is important for our times. I do not write this as a judgment of anyone or anything. But it is a message for Priests and leaders.
September 18, 2019 – Feast of Saint Joseph Cupertino
Beloved Lily of the Father,
Do you not see that you are walking backwards?
The progress of the world does not advance the cause of God.
I am the HEAD of the MYSTICAL BODY.
My Priests are in me, directing the movement of the body in worship.
But many have been derelict in their duty.
The body is disjointed and dysautonomic.
Instead of drawing nearer they make gods of themselves each moving individually instead of with ME who is present in the Priest.
We are ONE, HOLY, CATHOLIC and APOSTOLIC. We are not acting this way.
People are not letting go and letting God. They try to control what is not theirs to control.
There is no TRUST in me. JESUS, I TRUST IN YOU.
Priests who have acquiesced their duty have let the evil one in. Woe to them.
In worship the hands and feet should not be moving as the HEAD. The keys of the Kingdom will be lost because of this. But as the Spirit guides, He restores.
ONE MYSTICAL BODY ACTIVE TOGETHER GUIDED BY THE HEAD.
My Priests have unveiled the tabernacle, bringing Apocalypse on the Church.
The Lord disciplines him whom he loves.
My Priests, do not be illegitimate children.
BE SONS.
Discipline yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness and roots out bitterness.
Be careful not to make order your god. It is for this reason I have allowed the unveiling. I AM GOD.
The earth shook while I was on the cross.
But with this unveiling, I will shake not only the earth but heaven.
What is not shaken will remain standing like my Mother.
Those who enter the sanctuary of Divine Life through her to me will make Satan their footstool.
Totally unified as a vine to the TREE OF LIFE.
I AM a consuming fire of GLORY.
Cherubim surround you and impart wisdom for these times.
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Be merciful to the disordered and trust that I will reorder them with your prayers and supplications.
In the beginning they were made male and female, made to fit together, woven by their creator.
I will cut out the parts of the body that bring death.
Imitate the leaders who speak the will of God and take no offense at my TRUTH which is LOVE.
The heavenly Jerusalem awaits as the city on the hill burns down.
Psalm 33:18