You're Fired!
The first article I wrote was about Staying Positive While Seeking God's Plan In My Life. August 20, 2014 was the beginning of a new chapter in my life of focusing on my Catholic Faith. Growing up Catholic, there was a point in time that I was moving backward, away from God, because I didn't feel His presence, and I was having a hard time trusting and believing in what He had in store for me.
Though, as a child attending Mass every Saturday, I never understood what the purpose was of attending Mass, besides making the sign of the cross and receiving communion. Now, moving forward, and gradually taking baby steps, I am seeing the big picture of having a trusting relationship and communicating with God daily. As I make a habit of doing this, it will make me see the good in myself as a person. I am NOT perfect, and God created the person He wanted me to be, as I would say, I'm one of his little sheep.
What I also noticed and realized, being a hard-headed and stubborn person, people whom I have met in my life have shared with me that I am VERY blessed with what I have in my life. The number one thing for me is taking care of myself and reminding myself that I am a good person, period! Whether, I want to argue or not- it's true! I would have to say, like many people, putting myself first is a hard thing to do. It is a bad habit that I have had and I want to change the bad habit into a good one. This habit is feeling bad, sad, depressed, guilty, or worried, and I have had a hard time opening up to family and friends by reaching out and asking them to help me. Instead of moving backward, I am now moving forward and focusing on the positive and all the blessings God has given to me.
In closing, I would like to share a relevant verse that a pastor gave in one of his homilies:
Matthew 7:7-12, Ask, Seek, Knock - 7 “Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. 8 For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened.
The challenge is to focus on the good instead of the bad.