With a Heavy Heart

03/31/2021 • View profile

While driving today, I was wondering---"Why so down? So sad and numb today?' Strong emotional feelings were weighing heavy on my heart.

Whisperer back to me in the quiet----"You are grieving as We are grieving. You see around you just the beginning of what We know will be happening soon."

My mind then saw the realization that "Mother Earth is dying. Mother Earth is being scourged, and crucified---a slow process over many years. She is also being abused, and viciously 'raped' by those, who for the love of money have cut, dug, drilled and dynamited, going after resources that makes them rich. She also has been left filthy by those too lazy to pick up after themselves or recycle what can be used again. Dumping trash physically, mentally and spiritually behind where ever they walk. Unloved and uncared far, her creatures also mistreated----God sees all, and the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit--along with all of the BODY of Christ watch and grieve as Mother Earth goes to her Jerusalem for the final count down.

Then my mind and heart received further revelation from our Lord. "Yesterday was Palm Sunday, and you heard of My glorious entry into Jerusalem. But---was my Spirit being filled with joy as I was FINALLY being recognized as Savior and Messiah? No, for I knew the journey ahead the next four days. Realize just how HEAVY My Heart was, even as 'sweet Hosannas' rang out from the crowd.

Did you even wonder too, what heaviness weighed upon my spirit for three years as I tried to reach My children? To teach My children and to lead them on the right path to eternal happiness and life? The Way back to the Light of God's love that only comes through knowing the Truth of why they were given life to begin with? Did you ever wonder, just I 'felt' for I loved all; then and now?

Some heard and received the Knowledge needed---but others did not hear because of hard hearts. For all of those with hard hearts, and for all my children--I grieved, I would cry as I would draw away to pray--to escape that horrid truth of what agony was to come then at the end of My life on earth. But worse yet, We, My Father, the Holy Spirit, My Mother: all cry, grieve and deal with the agony of what is YET to come. We see all those still with hard hearts--deaf and blind to the truth. We see what they will have to suffer and will hear later their cries of anger and then despair when their eyes are opened to the truth.

Yes, our hearts are heavy, then, and especially NOW as the days grow shorter and the time comes nearer to Earth's and mankind's final passion and death.

Please pray, dear children for all souls who need to hear. Pray that their ears and hearts be opened and become changed by the power of tose prayers Pray for an outpouring of the Holy Spirit's anointing as on the day of Pentecost. Will you respond to this call? Will you enter into a FAST of worldly ways and pleasures: so that your prayers are intensified and Our response is greater than ever before to finally reach the hard, but weary hearts of all My children still walking on Mother Earth today?"

Is this Jesus reaching out to you today? Think about all this dear People---Because God is LOVE--God does indeed suffer along with us ---so let our heavy grieving hearts lead us to say "YES." Let us pray, fast and be obedient to loving as Jesus loved--while we still can.

Your Sister in Christ-- Elizabeth Johnna Marie

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About the Author

Elizabeth Thomas

Born the youngest of nine children, raised VERY Catholic across the street from Immaculate Heart of Mary church and school—Mom and Dad led by example and word their FAITH in God and saw to it that I was given 12 years of Catholic Education. (Mount St. Mary’s Academy/1965)

But, most importantly, because of my parents’ spiritual renewal after attending Cursillo Weekends, I too went on a retreat at our beloved Subiaco Abbey in Arkansas and there, at age 20, gave my life totally, surrendering all to my Lord and best Friend. This was my “Pentecostal” event that left me, like all the early Christians, on fire with God’s love and forever changed.

My husband Robert and I have been married for 54 this year in a marriage arranged by God. We have 8 children, two in heaven, 24 grandchildren, and 28 great-grandchildren. The story of our life together can be found in a book titled “My Journey, My Cross-As the Journals End,” published by Westbow Press . Our life together has been one awesome up and down roller coaster ride which enriched my heart with so many of the gifts of the Holy Spirit. I have found that the only way, Wisdom, Understanding, Words of Knowledge, Discernment, and Healing can be received is first by experiencing in your life the hurts of others. (and you yourself a sword will pierce)^* so that the thoughts of many hearts may be revealed.” Luke 2 v 35.

God has blessed me also many other talents and skills--but sometimes, blessings/gifts can and have caused problems or conflict in my life, as I am human and all too quickly that part of me shows up. Thank You God that You also show up!

Because of the many ways that He has rescued me, and taught me through my trials and tribulations and continuous cries for “Help”--- a weekly podcast radio show called “It’s Me, God” can still be found on www.radiotitans.com

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