God wants me to prove my unconditional love and trust in him by giving me these difficult trails, sad, heart breaking, trails. I say I have 100% love and trust in him but do I? Can I prove it? Knowing that I must trust in him I try. I make a sincere effort.
Pope Francis tells us that kindness towards others is so pleasing to God and works towards atonement of our sins. Then I understood what was happening and why I’ve been crying so much. When I should have been kinder I was not. What a struggle.
Then suddenly without expecting anything in return, I’ve become so gently, kind and loving. So patient. So considerate and thoughtful. Jesus tells me, “see? It’s not too late!” Jesus tells me, “See, I’m answering your prayer.”