My Precious Lord

In my agony I cried out to You my precious Lord.
I begged You to be my side.
No, O Lord!
No!
I do not want You by my side.
If You are by my side, I am not in Your glory.
I do not know how to be; if I am not fully engulfed within Your being.
I only want…  
You to completely take over my whole being so that I no longer exist.
When I no longer exist. I fully exist in You, my precious Lord.
Because You my Lord are what makes me who I am meant to be; a true You.
When I am by Your side, my image is just a mirror reflection.
But when You take over my being, I am full in Your love.
My precious Lord!
Take my mind and make it Yours.
Take my being and make it Yours.
In You I exist and that is all I ever want.