Numb

Numb I am, O Lord.
You were right here in my heart.
I was so consoled.
Where did You go?
It has been weeks.
I am here.
Holding on in waiting.
I am here.
I won’t leave.
I am here for You.
Please come back to my little weary heart.
Even if it is just for a fleeting moment.
I miss Your consolation.
Because in Your consolation, I live.
I live, only within You.
When You are not around, all I do is stay still.
The only reason to be, is to be consumed by You.
O Holy Spirit, possess my whole being; so that I no longer exist.
 In my non-existence, I fully exist in my fullness, when I exist in You.
My sweet Creator Blessed!