Finding God in Our Imperfections
When God Doesn't Give You the Cry of Your Heart
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The cries of the heart. Our hearts bleed for what they desire and yearn for. Often the cry of my heart is placed right in front of me and yet out of reach.
For me, it's...
People embracing in my midst when I am starving for touch to comfort my pain.
The absence of deep, enduring companionship that lasts.
Gifts and passion to minister, with an inability to use them in the way I want to for God's glory.
Why does God awaken in us these desires and struggles of the heart? These cries of yearning that can't be fulfilled? Sometimes, I feel brought to beg for what I yearn for.
And even when I beg, almost always, I don't receive.
Like most, I can hardly stand these cries of the heart that go unfulfilled. I want to run from the God who isn't filling me. I grasp for anything to fill this painful void. I grasp and keep grasping. I cry out again and again to the God who feels so absent during these moments of want.
Feed me God.
Quench this insatiable thirst.
Touch me. Hold me.
Loosen my grip.
Fill this void.
Hear the cry of my heart.
Do not forsake me.
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About the Author
Katie Zalany lives in Cleveland Ohio. She is a Third Order Secular Franciscan (OFS), spiritual director, benefits/wellness leader, certified health and life coach, and SVDP volunteer. She is the creator of the ministry Women in Waiting | Made for Fruitfulness and is the published author of Called to Corporate. Her writing interests and focus areas include Gospel reflections, Franciscan spirituality, women's spirituality, prayer, and integration of faith and daily living.
